[LIST] yunjae update nov 2011 part 1

Purity once had a name,

And beauty once had a face.

Life once had a meaning,

And once I was safe.

Once there was freedom,

And once I could laugh.

Happiness once was alive,

And once I had another half.

Once I shared his love,

Once I was by his side,

Once I felt I fitted,

So quickly that died.

His grace so great,

His beauty so vast,

All I ever wanted,

Was for it to last.

Fate maybe had another plan,

Or maybe he had another love,

But it all fell apart,

The hand too big for the glove.

Now it’s all died away,

Happiness, joy, love; all memories.

Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world,

With no light to guide my way.

-Moondust-

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FAILED HIATUS…

i guess it hasnt been long time since my last update, isnt it?

i just cant bear it, i ve passed d final exam (w dissapointed result, tsc-) n still waiting for next step of my big-plan-life-which-is-planned-by-my-parent-for-my-future (cant i just marry tht hot guy named jung yunho n stay home as housewife?)

*sigh*

while im away, i got like many MANY MANY bt sorry i culdnt remember all, finals got most of my brain tht i easily forget n unfocus bot everythg outside d topic

so i dunno whether wht i put will satisfy u all or nt…

bt then i remember…

…yes its personal blog, i write wht i think fun for me…

…so i dun gve damn care if i forget bot it, wae i hve to had headache remembering?

so mostly i post wht fun formeh, err oldies still ruling

whtev *sigh*

Be4 i start to get u all hyper (im nt confidet tho~), lemme tell u a story 1st

If u dislike it just skip it ^^

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Once upon a time i cme across a yjs’ blog. It had a journal of d blog owner telling on how she broken hearted, she liked ths guy n happen to get into same school, years in school tgt yet she still culdnt get to knw tht guy. In their graduation, tht guy ask another girl to be his lover

To tell u, i ve been passed tht phase…

Years a go (gosh! I sound so old >,<) i had tiny crush to a guy, okay nt tiny… He knw tht i like him, my BFFs telling his BFFs (im so gonna kill them all). Then i confessed, sending him a love letter BUT NOT ASKING HIM TO BE MY LOVER (thts d point.. im nt a despo girl to actually ASK him, its those ungrateful BFFs of mine force me to wrote down one). At d end he dated d most popular girl in my school

End of stories? No ofc..

One day his girl come to my class looking for me. Luckily tht time i was doing some assignments, being ignored, she left (i began to believe she actually wanna scold me tht day, oh cmon~ i ve liked her lover even b4 she was born…err okay im overexplaining…u got my point anyway). 1 year b4 we graduate, he broke up w tht girl. N then when we got into holiday arranged by school, he asked a girl roomed beside my room to be his lover (2nd popular in school). But d next day i heard tht d girl REJECT HIM! (I was LOLing hard)

Me? I moved on already ^^ BUT he tho i was still in love w him (its crush not love tsc-). We got into same course (he followed me, i knw…too bad i was in crush w a college guy already tht time). I felt bad to do it to him but its hillarious: I asked tht guy i crushed on to picked me up aft school n course. N tht guy i used to had crushed on STOOD THERE DUMBFOUNDED. How he wont? Tht college guy had brown hair like jaejoongie, long one, framed glasses (totally jaejoongie), using valentino-rossy motorcycle type (n since im using skirt so practically when i got onto d motorcycle my skirt pulled up till my thigh xD), n d next day tht guy i used to had crushed emoing all over xD

So d note we able to get here beside “regret comes later” n “u wont knw wht u lose till u lost it” is “why d heck im telling u ths past of me? Its totally embarassing >///<”

(n years later, i mean now, im thinking how stupid i was tht time, falling for a guy like tht when a hot guy named jung yunho r EXIST)

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1. POST LINKED HERE (cz im too lazy to repost it again, sowwy ppl >, < bt i promise ths one will took u long enough to read ^^)

2. OMITTED

3. OMITTED

4. Uri beloved KEY or infame w HEAVENSWINE finally got her task done: get yunjae’ sign in yunjae’ pic (full fanacc HERE). She said Jung Yunho was breathtaking and so kind to even added 2 heart sign after Key told him that she’ a shipper ^^

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5. Fanacc

Spot d circle?

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(Kim Jaejoong…tht part u circled is heaven!!! Dun u ev deny tht u love to cuddling there whn u both slept tgt -___-“)

6. Remember fanacc of FT #28 in HERE? I believe u all already got d 2nd part

I don’t know how to start this, but as you know; my friend and I planned to go to the 2^nd fortune we were talking about. Actually, today we went to two fortune tellers (aren’t we obsessed?? Somebody please stop us! Kekeke)

Aug. 12, 2011

2nd Fortune teller.

Actually, the first one isn’t that long. We went there to ask about DBSK. We showed a picture of them  and said they’re a group but got separated and we would like to know if they’ll ever be together again. Then she said,

FT: they’re splitted into groups right?? (We nodded). There was a misunderstanding that led their group to split up. The source of that is a member within the group.   ( I don’t know if she meant JYJ?? Or LeeSM,. Coz he can be a member of the group too. SMent group?? Since she didn’t specify which group. Haha. I have a point right?? But it could also be JYJ. >.<)

But they’ll be back, they’ll be together again. But not now, it will take long before that happens. I don’t know when. But I’m really sure they’ll be together once more. Because right now, they are separated, but NOT REALLY SEPARATED… that’s why there’s still something connecting them. Don’t worry.

MY OPINION:  

That’s all she said. I think we all know what she meant when she said NOT REALLY SEPARATED huh?? Maybe their hearts are still connected??? Haha LOL cheesy. But I like to think of this better, THEY ARE NOT SEPARATED BECAUSE OF *cough* YUNJAE’s SECRET MEETINGS and CONTACTS *cough*. Hahaha well,, don’t mind me. That was just my YUNJAE BRAIN functioning. =) The fteller didn’t say much, because she focused on my friend’s future. Kekeke~

We didn’t even bother asking about YUNJAE coz we have different strategies with regards to THEM. The FT already knew that they are famous  singers, or celebrities (because we already asked about dbsk right?). And we’d like to conceal those kinds of information when we ask about YUNJAE’s fortune to see what will the results be…

That’s why we went to other fteller. We went to this place where a woman recommended us. It was a small NIPA HUT (indigenous house used in the Philippines) or a stilt house. It was a bit creepy, but whatever. Haha.

3rd Fortune Teller

This time, I let my friend do all the talking with the FTeller as I listened to every word she said. Of course we asked her if she can do it with a pic alone. And she said “YES. YES. Let’s see.”

Then we just showed JAEJOONG’S PIC. (same pic that we used before.)

She stared at the pic for quite a long time.

FT: what’s his name??

Friend: Jaejoong.

FT: he’s not from here?

Friend: yea, he’s Korean. But we don’t know him personally. (She let my friend choose 7 cards.)

FT: (after reading the cards) he likes someone, but they got separated. (I giggled so much because of this! Swear!) He’s very successful and he still has long way to go. He’s very talented. He’s good at dancing… and singing? He’s acting too. He’s very helpful. He has already helped a lot of people. He’s kind… very kind, but full of pride.

(since the fteller was just talking about JJ’s general life, and I didn’t come for that! I came for YUNJAE!! I can’t help but butt in… hahah.)

Me: How about his lovelife????

FT: (looked at the pic once more) He has a lot of girls. Really…. A lot… But still has no boyfriend. (after hearing that, my friend and I looked at each other and mouthed “BOYFRIEND???!”. I thought that the fteller just mistakenly said that and that she really means to say GIRLFRIEND. As I was about to ask her.. she said…)

He has a heart of a woman. (looked at the pic again…) ISN’T HE GAY????

US: (I seriously wanted to scream) oh really?…!  How’d you know???

FT: I can see it. He’s really close to girls… 1,2,3,4…. (she was pointing all over JJ’s face as she counts something on it) many girls. But he’s not into girls. Boys are more of his type. He likes bonding with the girls, and he has the heart of a woman. I know it. He’s like a girl.

(Take note: JJ looked so manly in the pic we used! That’s why we were so amazed that she got to see the women behind JJ’s handsome face. Kekeke)

Me: Oh my god. You’re right!! (that time I couldn’t contain myself anymore, LOL. My friend and I were cracking up. Kekeke~ I think the fteller thought we’re weird because of that.)

FT: (she laughed at me..) Of course, I’m always accurate. And it’s because this card came out (pointed at the card), it says he’s gay.

Friend: wait, so hee doesn’t have a Boyfriend right now??? Really??

FT: (looks at the pic again and again and again. LOL) I see a guy., his friend, a tall guy.. (she mentioned about heights, whatever, my yunjae mind says it’s YUNHO, what the hell. Hahah!). It’s like this, it started as friendship but got developed into love… (we nodded)that guy is a bit younger than him.. (of course! January 26 and Feb 6.. hahah!) They are separated right??? . As of now, they are not that serious about their relationship, they’re still young and they choose to focus on other things. (I guess their careers.) But he’ll be back,..

The fteller asked my friend to make wishes. (I know you know what she wished for. No need to mention those anymore.) Then she let my friend choose 7 cards again.

FT: He’s lonely right now. (We all know why). But your wishes will come true. 6/7 cards said YES. Only 1 said no… (that was the second time a fortune teller says that my friend’s wishes will come true. Let’s celebrate!! Hahah.)

The funniest part was when we were about to leave. The fteller made a joke and said – if you get to see him, tell him “I asked a fortune teller about you! She said you’re gay!!!” LOL. (it’s even funnier how she said it in our native language, “pinahula kita! Bakla ka pala!”hahaha.

MY FINAL SAY:

OK, I never believed in fortune tellers before, but isn’t this amazing?? If ftellers are not real/accurate, how come they can tell something like this?!! They don’t know YUNJAE and yet everything they say reflects to yunjae’s current/past situation… I’ve been reading a lot of fteller accounts wherein ftellers say that YUN&JAE are gay. But I never really thought that it will happen to me!!! Of course at some point, I doubted some fteller accounts before, coz I’ve already encountered made-up stories, false rumors that only broke my heart after knowing that they were just made up! That’s why I can’t help but be cautious on everything I read. That’s it. I’m not forcing you to believe me or the ftellers I’ve got to talk with. And I don’t want bashers saying YUNJAE SHIPPERS are delusional and out of their minds! Ok? This is just something we do for fun and as for me, to keep my faith on them, especially with the YUNJAE DEPRIVATION happening now, this is what I needed… =D

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7. Fan Account of Yunjae in Taiwan. Nov 2006

I just came back from the airport, and I feel really excited and happy. Even now I still can’t calm down!

Right now I will mention what everyone cares most about…did YunJae have any “pinkness”???
Of course!!! In fact, they were “pink” from beginning to end!!! (T/N: “pink” is just how the Chinese fans refer to any lovey-dovey moments x3)

I was standing right at the front when they arrived at the airport so I could see very clearly that the five of them came in together. Yunho came in first, followed by Changmin, Junsu, Jaejoong, and Yoochun. After walking a bit, Yunho stopped to wait for Jae, his incomparably honest left hand wanting to pull Jae along.

That’s right!!! It happened right in front of the shining eyes of countless fans!!!

Even though Junsu went far off, Yunho did not try to pull him back, all his attention only focusing on his wife. His left hand continuously tried to grab Jae’s hand, but Jae shyly dodged it. This continued on for a few seconds until Yunho finally made contact!!! Then, the five of them greeted the fans present .

Afterwards, the five of them got into the prepared vehicles. Yunho waited for Jaejoong who fell behind (it seems that he was lagging because of people who were pulling him behind), and they got into the vehicle together. Yes, husband and wife got into one vehicle, while the kids got into the other. Altogether there were two vehicles!!!

Next, they arrived at a restaurant. Husband and wife arrived first, once stepping out of the car, Jaejoong immediately headed towards the restaurant (I nearly died from trying to keep up with his fast pace) and Yunho followed him all the way, dodging the surrounding fans, and trying to keep up with his wife who was going further and further away. Jaejoong didn’t even look back and charged into the elevator, Yunho having a hard time following (I was also having a hard time following >///<…could Jae have been mad because of Yunho’s boldness in the airport??? Just a wild guess XDDD)

The above is everything that I saw with my own two eyes~~the two of them practically were together from beginning to end!!!

Seeing them firsthand totally confirms all the “pinkness” we see of them as real and not just our fantasies. I absolutely believe that they are a pair~~~

PS: Yunho and Changminnie’s moods were not bad, especially Yunho whose brilliant smile nearly blinded me. Junsu was adorable~~ Micky was really cool and handsome, and also, our dearest Jaejoong, when he first came into the airport, he was a bit shy and had his head down, but his expression was not especially down, so you do not need to worry. ^^

Credits: dearamida @ douhua baidubar

Engtrans: ranalinde

8. fanacc of mirotic era

When I went to Mirotic in Nanjing a few years ago, I met one of SHINee’s coordi noonas. I asked her about the relationship between Yunjae.

She said ‘They’re the type to actually get into fist fights, lterally’

I stood there shocked and speechless

Then she added ‘Whenever they fight, the manager will lock them in a room together and when they come out in the morning, everything will be okay again. It’s always like that.’

And then I understood.

Due to time constraints, I didn’t get to say much more and she wasn’t really able to explain properly.

All she said was that Yunho likes to spoil Jaejoong and Jaejoong is extremely dependent on Yunho. Everybody in the company knows it.

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Trans by dorfehh

9. 13/08/2007 – Bigeast Station

Jaejoong: Sometimes, when I look at the mirror, I feel like kissing my lips…

Yunho: But really, his lips are beautiful, aren’t they?

Changmin: Hmmm, yes, they’re pretty. His eyes too…

Yunho: He has red lips, yes. But to the extent of wanting to kiss them, I’ll have to think about it.

Jaejoong: Thank you! *laughs*

10. @dorfy (Dorothy)

110828 Yunho saw a fan holding a YunJae towel and nodded at her

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11. Japanese fans say that Yunho was the one who taught Jaejoong how to use a ripboard. The board that Jae is playing with on the second gif belongs to Yunho… The middle picture was taken this year.

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12. Lets see wht coupling stuffes they had tht I got…hmm…clothes?

Okay…its only coincidence…same property…

its also coincidence…same property again? Ah its publicly on sale…

 

Another coincidence…easy to find tee…arasso~

Another coincidence…angel devil concept…im picturing a church, red bouquet, rings, n “I DO” ^^

Ah dun think too much…its only coincidence…as wht antis said… Altho its probably d same branded jacket…

…or infact d same jacket? D choice wht to believe is urs kekekeke ^^v

See? Its only coincidence… *nod* *nod*

*sigh* too many coincidences…antis sure care abt our delusionalism aww~

Sunflower song sang by yunho in Madrid contains “…no matter what I’ll protect u…” reminds me sfm w jae’ I’ll protect u…

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PS: antis here is whoever against YJ in act, those who biased n disagree w YJ concept w/o act r not included. No offence.

PSS: too many coincidences i began to believe they were born only to be a fanservicer for us fans (im trying to put sarcasm here if u get my point)

13. d reason behind jae’ smile is…

Oh i spot JUNG! (- -“)

Rv: …talking abt grinding…

Yh: what? I wasnt grinding him, it was hectic n u can see d crowd

Rv: oh yes i can see how crowd it was oppa…frm ur smile… (- -“)

Yh: err…coincidence…

Rv: really?

Yh: I swear, its coincidence only!

Rv: (- -“)

Rv: Ths also coincidence?

Yh: err…thts unconciously…ehee~

Rv: tell me its unconciously again…

Yh: err…habit? what? Its calming me to hug him from behind *pout*

 

Yc: *saw 1st* *ignore* *began convo* *drag others to d mid*

Js: *saw 2nd* *following d convo*

Cm: *saw 3rd* *awe* (“I cant believe u guys still in it, we r in mid of freakin shoot”) *ignore*

(T/N: too bad d camera choose to caught up rather interesting scene thn u guys doing *following YJ*)

Jj: eh? I never realize yunho’ stare tht time

Yh: i-its purely innocent stare, happen in a sec *gulp*

Rv: oppa ur right hand (- -“)

Yh: eh? *blush*

Rv: here we able to see tht onnie purely hold d mic, its oppa’ fault

Jj: *nod* agree..

Yh: wht?its my hand tht did it *pout*

Rv: a need to touch skin?

Yh: my hand was…s-slipped…

Rv: slipped hand again?

Yh: ths one…unconciously?

Rv: grabbing butt is unconciously?

Yh: err…i swear its my hand, i never intended to grope it

Rv: (” `з´ )_,/”(>_<’!)

[last gif: im still nt sure its YJ, however oppa got naughty hand if its rly them. kkeundae i saw it more like...kangteuk? IDK]

Sooooo d point we got above is: Jung Yunho’s hands got its own brain tht move according to it, not according to d brain in his head. FIN.

Im sorry but i cant help to picturing how yunho’ hand actually moved like tht in a certain body part of someone xD

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14. Fanservice?

Ths one definetly a fanservice…

Ths also fanservice…

N also ths one

Ths one include

Ths one also?

Fanservice? Or a need to whisper too close?

Do they need to do fanservice here too? Or just playing around?

Ths one definetly (unconcious) fanservice *cough* hand *cough*

Ultimate attention…new kind of fanservice eh?

Definetly fanservice *nod*

*whisper* fanservice in d dark…*whisper*

Rv: so ths one?

Js: ah ME!! MEE!!!

Rv: yes susu-ah…

Js: ths… *hardthinking-pose* ths one is hard…its…hmm…a need of proximity…under d name of fanservice…RIGHT?!

Rv: OOOOHHH…howd u becme a genius in only a day?

Yc: he was there, witnessing all their “fanservice”

Rv: (- -“)

Js: CHUNNIEEEEE!!!!

*cough* hand *cough*

I see yoochun…changmin…n junsu… *pretend nt seeing*

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Is tht yunho’ wife? D one who fixed his tee…i dun see jaejoongie *whistle*

I swear its only fanservice…

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15. Random

No reason, just wanted to upload wht i found in my old stuffes ^^v

…when the beauty able to be found in such closeness, will it matter to find how actually the truth play a joke to ourselves?

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16. Lets get some laugh to self XD

i swear if i met them dancing like ths randomely WHEREVER, i’ll pretend tht i dunno them #evilfans #cuteBUTembarassing

 leader’ attemp to save d maknae…or his heart? LOL

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17. Fanmade

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Ok i need to stop…

Many of u actually whinning, wae its hard to open my blog, moreover via mobile web

Simple: its a heavy

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My fault, put all pics i wanna post in a post (ths update contains 115 pics itself~)

Gomen~

N since i got like more than 800 pics to uploaded for ths update (n i was successfully filtering it less than 500, maybe will be less more)

Sooo i proudly announce

PART 2     PART 3

Plz bear my lazy-upload time nae? ^^v

N now, d session to my liking: GIFT FOR MYSELF <3

Lets start from hottie!JUNG

if a stare culd kill, i probably had DIED countless time now <3 (“oppa >o< kill me again please!!!”)

HOGAWD how culd he tease n flirt in those innocent pose? Dang u jung yunho im horny *o* (belly!!! LOL)

I swear im looking at d black sleeveless man dancing NOT topless!MIN w all his almighty muscles (damn min since when did u grow those up? *o*)

Talking abt changmin, he began get into my vision recently…look at his sexy dance n fabulous body shape n ooooohhhhhh I SPOT A LIL HUGE BULGE *o*

I never understand ths one…oppa pwease…its junsu’ job not u… (- -“)

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honestly, ths was one reason wae i fell for jung, his pout is unbeatable, even jae cant beat it xD

*curving lips ready to kiss him* oppa mmph~

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